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| so, ive been on holiday for about, say 3 weeks? yea... certainly doesnt feel like it. haha
SO, ive been really busy lately.. thats probably the only reason why i havent been updating anything recently. so, where shall i start?
there was yungsengs birthday which was enjoyable. although we didnt use the dancefloor to its fullest potential, i know yungseng had a great time. i guess thats all that mattered right? its so rare to have a party and enjoy it without any sorta... shenanigans there. I'm glad yungseng just stuck to something HE enjoyed. haha. OH YES and karens party too!!! she had a pretty cool theme: UV light. the set up was pretty awesome i must say. good job. The decorations for delia's party were really nice. red black and gold!! the food was really good. who knew that carousel had good food?
after speech night, there was prom. Prom night was pretty good. i was happy being with my friends,and having a great time. literally hours after prom, i flew off to bangkok. lovely place. i bought a ton of clothes and had wonderful massages and got my mani pedi done. oh sweet heaven, why did i ever leave you. well, i wouldnt call it heaven luh, but you get what i mean. so, when i got back from my holiday, went out with my friends for like 3 days and n that following monday, i started work. i guess its good for me isnt it? i can prove to myself that im not just good for spending money hahah.
after watching twilight and new moon only have i realised that rob pat was actually quite good looking. blame his very badly kept hair for deceiving me. BUT BUT BUT i still have no clue whats the deal with taylor. hes just.. buff. but hey! so is russell (my cousin) so... not really a big deal now is it? but i liked the movies, both of them. im so glad i got to watch it when sarahhhh:D
2009 has been such a trying year. it seemed like with every corner, something was out to get me. after a while, i felt as if it wasnt right to be happy, know what i mean? i was like, whenever something good happened, something terrible would come back after me. what cut me most was when we had to put darius down. that still kinda stings me now. it really feels like a hole was punched through my chest. no kidding. after that things just went downhill. but i do know one thing... my friends were there for me throughout this time. i must be the luckiest girl in the world to have such great friends that stand by me throughout. i remember faiyaz and shien min being so worried about me when i found out that darius's condition was too bad to be salvaged. i cried my eyes out that night too. i miss that irritant. and his annoying toys. (sorry im getting off track) well, for what its worth, thank you, yungseng for being such a rock during hard times. to shien min for making sense sometimes when it never really did. to faiyaz for taking my mind off things when i needed it. it means a lot.
enough of the crazy talk!!! i met mark today, and ben yesterday. i miss those crazy boys. sigh, theyre gone already though. :(
i attended the g-star opening at ion this friday. it was really fun:D
and im so glad i brought this guy with me
xoxo sarah | | |
| i stumbled across a series of, pretty disturbing news. to be honest, im pretty shocked, nono, a better word would be hmmm nauseated. goodness me... well, i guess it goes to show what immaturity is huh? its so sad how people just would want to throw theyre lives away like that... i literally speechless!
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ogl meeting was alright today i suppose. i had a good time. some people are actually really nice!!! hahah trish is the cutest i swear.Oh thank goodness i got to see jamal later today. :D miss those two already! theyre the best. oh so anyway, orientation dance seems..... interesting? hahah i'd guess it will get better:D leanne and junhung usually managed to pull it off anyways. (well, then again, we are usually known for being really last min (im talking abt dancers:D)).
kk will post more tmr or smth before i leave on sat morning. nights!
(ariel i love you!)
xoxo, sarah | | |
| im crying out. and im praying with all my might. dont take the one thing that means most to me away from me. cause i wont be able to deal with 2 deaths in one year.. not here. not now. i wont take it. | | |
| so a couple of stuff happened since i've been away;
1-jess's birthday party at tony romas. okay it was a lot of fun i had since. forever back then. i managed to get to spend time with my friends, especially ben, whom i miss OH SO MUCH. goodness me.that was really fun. and dinner was awesome
2-faiyaz graciously invited me to attend F1 with him. thank you :D hahah we were stuck in a.. er.... strange situation. was definately an experience! haha
3-Dr. Barret's goodbye dinner- okay it was quite a long way after the first 2. haha it was quite enjoyable. a tab bit freaky when all the teachers are all in your friends house. as well as the principal! haha the food was divine, and the conversations witty. I enjoyed every moment. haha it was nice to see shun there too!! after quite a long time
4-today!!! my first day out to town since, eons. ( meaning since i can remember) im so glad i went with the bunch of people today.
i realised that everything is over, the exams.. the books, the studying (well for now that is) and i also realise that i need to come to terms with the facts, my best friend is leaving, im going to be year5 next year, work starts really soon, and immediately after work i have orientation planning (something i am looking forward to btw.) my results are out the day school reopens, and i'll just be leading my life from there. somehow it feels like my melancholy life has already been planned out for me, almost like a time table. there are time that i have my own time, and times where i serve others. i feel ready to work, and am ready. and i want it so bad. i just cannot believe this time has come. I'm greatly blessed with people who surround me with good advice but sometimes all the advise makes me feel like a stranger in a crowded room, uncertain and fearful. interested yet shy. it's a love-hate and bittersweet ending to things. i, in turn need to follow what i feel is right for me, just like my dad told me. I am excited cause i feel that this is THE turning point of my life as it is.
pictures
from jess's party
from F1
from Dr.Barret's good bye
from today
bye guys:D xoxo
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| tiresome work is consuming me, bit by bit. i cant wait till this is all over. i mean seriously. but well then again im going to befit fro all this arent i?
im a excited mood!!!! and happy too.:D just ate some pretty awesome dinner today. and it was quite early around 4-5 actually im pretty amazed by how long ive held up actually:D
tuesdays.. tuesdays.. killer:( DANCE TOMORROW:D yayyyyy:D hahha kkk imma go.
p.s saw ms barnet today and becca. nice to see them both:D | | |
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